Hope with me?

I haven't made a big secret of the fact that we are trying to conceive a baby, not like last time when it was all cloak and dagger into the second trimester.

We're trying to have a baby.

We've been trying for 10.5 cycles.

We had a chemical pregnancy back in October.

It's a roller coaster of highs and lows and today is definitely a HIGH, as yesterday was seven days after ovulation (right around the time that a potential baby would implant in my uterus) and I had some nice bright red spotting, which has only one explanation I know of: implantation.

I want so badly to be pregnant again. I feel like this is it. I've felt this way before, though, and it's driving me to insanity knowing that in a few days I could very well be starting over again, as has become our habit. Hope... hope... HOPE... Aaaaaaand failure.

But this time around, there's no reason we need to be alone. Hope with me, won't you? I can see no downside to having a few cheerleaders.